This World Really Sucks

wat wl u do if u met your ex while u were wif yr current chick?

my 1st girl was Mary, i knew her during my JC time and while i was serving my army, she left for further studies in the states and she wrote an email to me clearly stated that we are not suitable for each other, or maybe just i am not suitable for her.

anyway, 1st love usually doesnt last forever, though i must admit it was real sweet to have someone to come into yr life, esp 1st love.

then angie came into my life, though we made it clear that our relationship is purely dispensible, we do care for each other deeply.

she is sensitive yet understanding; caring yet not nagging; hyper friendly yet draws line clear with men;

the other day, we went for the show Da Vichi Code, boy, the book is defintely better and tom hanks does look old.

while walking aimlessly at the mall, i saw mary browsing some cd in a cd shop and a funny sensation past thru me. she had put on some weight and she looked more fleshy.

almost immediately, angie sensed my un-natural body language. i swear i did not act un-naturally but guess girls do have that special feeling when her bf mood changes.

she noticed that i was looking at mary n gave me a questioning eye-brow raising look.

i told her that the girl was mary, my ex n angie pulled me into the cd shop. mary saw us n we had some small talks n all the while angie just stood beside me wif a smile.

though i maybe lousy in understanding girls, i think i did sense that they were observing each other.

mary had completed her studies n had jus come back home n started wroking in her fathers company.

after exchanging our latest mobile numbers, we went our separate ways.

angie was rather quiet until we were at her door outside her house.

"so any plan to patch back wif her? its ok wif me if u wanna go back to her"

i was shock at her remarks. why would she be thinking so? did i hv an expression on my face that i still cant get over mary?

"really its ok if u wanna go back to her..."

"i dont know wats in yr mind but she n i are history n now u r my gf. tis is the 1st n last time we r to discuss on such issue. dont be like those stupid narrow minded girls who act childishly. i wl not go back to her but of course she is still my friend."

"u r right. i shudnt even hv brought up this issue, sorry but as a woman, i can tell by the way she looked at u, she still has feelings for u..."

"watever she thinks is not impt to me anymore n like i said, i still will treat her as a friend."

"ya i guess so. anyway, no worries, i shant be talking about her anymore. go home n have a good rest."

i kissed her goodbye n drove home straight.

that night, i dreamt of mary for the 1st time after so many years....