This World Really Sucks

let me give a brief intro as to how i get to know my cyber friends. during the last few months in my army life, just waiting for ORD, i was able to surf the net during office hours and went in YMB by chance.

most of the postings there then were just plain shit without any fucking contents at all. by reading them will make my blood boiled and i usually go after those idiots who left stupid comments or those racist people, with my vulgarities of course. think i had made many shook their heads upon reading my remarks as nobody had written such crude vulgarities there, except maybe a stupid fellow called hellbollytoon ha ha.

it was during that time i came to know old beng, qin shi huang, ipromise, angeline, telokblangah and many more though the cyber world contacts only. old beng had always been very nice and advising me to tone down and used less vulgarity and qin had always been there too. old beng and qin had been very close and clicked with each other quite well.

through old beng's blog, i can tell (though i fully understand that cyberism is nothing but a fraud world, he who writes is probably not what he is) that he is in fact someone who is more than just a plain uncle beng. sorry old beng your effort to disguise as an old beng was a total failure as not many bengs can write like you. however false image we get from bloggers, i think old beng is somewhat a very easy going, down to earth chap and definitely a man who can click with most people, and due to his age, he can tolerate things more and very diplomatic at times. those who have met him can verify my points or not cos i have not had the opportuniy to meet him face to face. think he will be scared to meet me cos i really love to use valgurity, old habits die hard friend, try coming out from army life.

qin, on the other hand, is a very "chim" guy, he is fucking biligual and at times his chinese entries made me feel shameful for not understanding more chinese. i have in fact been following closely on both of them but i will be talking more on qin today, old beng maybe another day.

qin has always been a very friendly cyber person, in YMB time, he has a thread in chinese poem (although sometimes really too chim for me to understand) and in it he had made friends with 2 to 3 cyber females - names withhold. he is always hyper friendly not only to females but to males as well. then both qin and old beng set up each own's blog and yes i enjoyed reading their blogs everyday without fail. qin is again hyper active in the blogger world and he will leave comments in almost everyone's blog and from what i can see, he had chio many female bloggers for concert, drinks, roller-blade, karaoke but i am sure he did it on a freindly motive only.

lately, qin flared uncontrollably in his blog and decided to stop blogging and the reason he mentioned was directly arrowed to other bloggers' unwise comments which had hurt him and his 美满的宝贝家庭. many people, i presume, like me are scratching our heads and wonder what the fucking big deal to the 3 unlucky bloggers comments that were left in his blog at that time? i read and re-read the comments and blogs posted by jiji, old beng and xishi and found nothing so serious as to agitage our qin to the extreme of using strong word such as betrayed.

Fuck man, even if you want to convict and sentence a guy to jail, you have to tell him his fault. the person who started the joking comment on qin flirting and courting girls is jiji, old beng and xishi just meerly agreed to it, jokingly of course. what really puzzled me is that everyone else can see that it is just a small friendly fucking comment yet our qin take it so seriously or should i say cannot take it al all.

can someone enlighten me, maybe the only person is qin. i think it is very FUCKING unfair to jiji, old beng and xishi by just putting the blames on them. there is maybe only 1 person other than qin who can help to try to elaborate this issue - singablogger. his comment in qin blog and he deduced the case very well only that it is all his guessing only. singablogger, for your well comment in qin's blog, i salute you.

i will make a wild guess, (although there will be no answer unless qin clear our doubts) qin, if you are reading my blog, please help to clear or you may want to email me and i promise whatever you tell me via email will not be leaked at all, my fucking mouth is fucking seal. my email: no_eyes_see_see@yahoo.com.sg

my wild guess: i presumed qin's wife must have come to know qin's blog and via his blog realised that qin is sort of flirting with many female bloggers but of course qin is just been friendly but as all of us know, women are hyper jealous creatures. the situation got worsen when other bloggers commented that they too felt that qin is going after girls and thus blew up the whole issue. his wife must have demanded him to upload their marriage photo and stop all his nonsense blog thus resulting in what we see.

i maybe wrong so qin if it is so, please pardon me, just my thought. if u think i have been too busy-body and not right to make such judgement, by all means, u can fuck me if u want for sprouting rubbish.

i just feel that fairness has to given to other bloggers.