This World Really Sucks

have been doing some thinking lately n was rather confused in people's thinkings but nonetheless in our fast pace cyber world, nothing is true n nobody is what he claimed he is in his cyber world. all r made believed.

just think of a scenario: a young chap after completing his A levels, ORD posted some blogs (in his own blog mind you) n gave certain opinion n views on some issues or person n was bombarded.

i understand that there's no way one can make everyone agrees wif yr views thus disagreement is inevitable but 1 young chap who is 21+ been condemned by someone/someones who r more elderly n definitely much more working experience, ha ha i m not afraid to speak up for my own thoughts neither will i just hide myself.

anyway, what really surprised me is that the "so-call" main role person has kept quiet all this while but another person (who is by nature fucking kay-poh) started to throw his weight around wif lots of bull-shit n nonsense reasons as if he is the person i was referring to.

To YOU: all that i mentioned in my blogs r throughly my view which r what i gathered from my observation, should there be any part of the blog that made u feel uncomfortable, my apologies but no i will not change my view

To singablogger: u r a gutless prick, just bcos i mentioned yr chinese blog u knn siam like a fucking tortoise n then blar blar blar all the way in a fucking manner, like a 泼妇. i used to respect n find u very intelligent wif good sound of mind but u proved otherwise BUT again just my view. u always argued n cornered people with yr words n when someone shoot u back with diff opinion, u cannot take it, so fucking cannot make it character.

i started my blog only after lau hero "jio" me to write my own blog when i left comment in his blog, thank u lau hero n yes u were the first person to leave comment in my ist blog.

of courese, old beng, hiao auntie, xorpheus, ipromise, vintagevogue, rain, fireburn, elydia, spinnee, one bear, dandan, emiri, kurakat79, n those anonymous who had left me a comment or two, thank u.

last but not least, i hv to say a big THANK YOU to Ling for her beautifully written poem.

dont think i will be writing anymore "heating" blog in the near future, got to concentrate more on my studies

adios everybody n hv a good day

one can separate a simple category "friend" into 3 types of friends:
1. real friends: the type who stick neck out to defend 流言蜚语
2. fake friends: the type who throw fuel into fire.
3. good-time friends: the type who ming2 zhe2 bao3 shen1 - sit on the fence.

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the above was written by singablogger in another blogger's comment pertaining to my view of my previous blog topic

i think his way of categorising of friends is not very smart (even though it is a simple category)

1. doesnt mean his is yr friend, so must support him blindly (even close friend or siblings can hv different view)

2. many commenters are commenting basis the issue and not the person. their views differed from u dont mean they throw fuel into it but they r just voicing out their opinion. different view is NOT equal to fake friend

3. no comment doesnt mean sit on the fence thus clasified as "good-time" friend (manyatimes, pple dont want to get involved too much in the cyber world) doesnt mean that since u dont support me or view differently from me, u r a fake friend

though i really respect n salute singablogger for his sharp analytical power but he tends to de-route one's view to another issue and argue strongly on the new de-routed view n whoever disagree wif his idea r all wrong n need to be condemned

my view on that man still didnt change but everyone n anyone can disagree on my view n stick to his view instead, i wont argue wif him to change his view n must agree to mine

singablogger, just my thinking, everybody can have his own view on certain issue, not necessarily to agree to yours only

perspective is very subjective

person wif diff viewws from u doesnt mean he is wrong n definitely doesnt mean he is not a friend cos his thinking differs

i m not shooting u but pointing out u way of thinking differs from what i think

a friend cannot be clasified just by his thinking even if his thinking differs from yours totally

I have requested a cyber friend whom I don't even know her well for a poem after I saw the poem she wrote for Old Beng (see here ) and she willingly did so.

I proudly present the poem she wrote it for me....

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"Who Am I"

ROD, ROD, ROD..
At last I am free
Looking for a job
I was kicked from end to end
What, man..
I'm not choosy or picky
why nobody wants me?

Swinging and roaming
Rocking and rolling
Racing and fighting
these are my daily routines
At age eighteen
I met Bloody Mary..
and lost my virginity
eating her 32-C cherries

Oh, please help me..
Vulgarities spew from my mouth
like stinky water flowing down the drain
But I'm not bad at all
I fought 'demons' and 'dragons' in school
making all the damsels fell for me
Wink! Wink! Wink!
Gee..,my back finally grew a pair of wings

@#$@%&X# !!!
Cursing and swearing was good
What a fantastic night that was
Flying kicks and karate chops
I knocked my enemies down
with all my might and frowns
Hero or Zorro
Sumo or Bozo
Who Am I?
I am a boy with no eyes see see..

Ling
No eyes see

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I read and read the poem, savouring every sentence with awesome praised.

Thank you so very much, sista Ling

my first girlfriend was Mary, my jc classmate.

to me it's just puppy love and during my army days, she left me and went to the states to do her further studies. i didn't even see her off when she flew off.

anyway, i didn't really feel bad when she left and i think she also felt the same. since the day she left, she had only called me once on christmas eve and that's about it.

so i m back to my single life again. no i have few girlfriends but only those for fun kind and not the serious ones who i will settle down with any of them.

most of the girls i know actually clicked with me cos they can enjoy life with me. sure, i drive a bm and cash is never an issue and plus point is i have a good body with leehom lookalike face. think my bad point is that i cursed and said lots of swear-words but who the fuck cares

i still remebered the first time i met angie when i went clubbing with few friends and she just walked up to me and introduced herself.

angie is totally different from mary. angie's figure will make all men nose-bleed 36F and her lips are rather thick, just like shu-qi, my idol. we men always have the myth mindset that ladies wif thick lips love to have sex and are well-verse in bed. let me tell you the truth after i tried it wif angie, YES, thick lips girls love sex more and better in their skills especially blow-job

usually a night with angie means at least 2 to 3 rounds of sex. she usually starts wif a good blow-job and wif her skill and internal muscle she can just sit on me without physical moment at all yet her muscle inside her "moved" and the tight-squeezing sensation of her muscle is heaven

she is so far the best sex partner and her plus point is that she does not want to be attached and when i feel tired or no mood for sex, she is willing to just perform oral sex on me.

we have been very open and make sure that she and i do not sleep around cos we do not wish to contact vd or aids just by having free sex. condom is a must when i m having sex wif girls whom i am not familiar wif their sex life

although angie is good in sex, she is never a loose girl in anyway, infact i am her 2nd boyfriend since her fiance died in a car accident 3 years back

her appearance and dress style always mislead people to think that she is a loose girl (she doesn't like to wear bra and wif the asset she has, her nipples are always visible under her t-shirt)

looks of a person is always deceiving.

when me don't talk, i look fucking decent and the image of the boy next door but when i start to use vulgar words, all people drop their specs ha ha ha.

some people love to flirt in the cyber world trying to be a romeo cum casanova and when others jokingly criticise him, he cannot take it and yet he continues to flirt. fuck this kind of man la.

i look down on people who disguise as a loving husband/loving father yet continue to go out with girls at wee hours for show, for makan etc and left the poor wife and children at home and yet proclaimed he is a caring cum loving husband? Fuck you understand!!!

a married man should not in anyway go out with girl in wee hours leaving the poor wife and children at home and then start to write in the blog saying feel bad for not having more time with his family. KNN la, no time for family yet keep on going out for makan, show, outing. PHUI!!!