This World Really Sucks

let me give a brief intro as to how i get to know my cyber friends. during the last few months in my army life, just waiting for ORD, i was able to surf the net during office hours and went in YMB by chance.

most of the postings there then were just plain shit without any fucking contents at all. by reading them will make my blood boiled and i usually go after those idiots who left stupid comments or those racist people, with my vulgarities of course.

think i had made many shook their heads upon reading my remarks as nobody had written such crude vulgarities there, except maybe a stupid fellow called hellbollytoon ha ha. it was during that time i came to know old beng, qin shi huang, ipromise, angeline7030, telokblangah and many more though the cyber world contacts only.

old beng has always been very nice and advising me to tone down and used less vulgarity and qin had always been there too. old beng and qin had been very close and clicked with each other quite well. through old beng's blog, i can tell (though i fully understand that cyberism is nothing but a fraud world, he who writes is probably not what he is) that he is in fact someone who is more than just a plain uncle beng.

sorry old beng your effort to disguise as an old beng was a total failure as not many bengs can write like you. however false image we get from bloggers, i think old beng is somewhat a very easy going, down to earth chap and definitely a man who can click with most people, and due to his age, he can tolerate things more and very diplomatic at times.

those who have met him can verify my points or not cos i have not had the opportuniy to meet him face to face.

think he will be scared to meet me cos i really love to use valgurity, old habits die hard friend, try coming out from army life.

then both old beng and qin set up each own's blog and yes i enjoyed reading their blogs everyday without fail. qin is again hyper active in the blogger world and he will leave comments in almost everyone's blog and from what i can see, he had chio many bloggers for gathering and i am sure he did it on a freindly motive only.

although old beng has already disclosed his true identity, a not so real beng, his articles in his blog (whether english or chinese) are still a good read, at least to me.

old beng, keep on writing old beng's tales and whatever old articles of yours written some 15 years ago, not forgetting your errie ghost stories.

i wish you and your cha bo lang a happy marriage life.

i was a virgin until i turned 18 during my jc 2 life and the gal i contributed my first time was Mary.

i was staying at Mt Senai at that time which was just walking distance to my jc. after we became an item, Mary started to be very close to me and we usually had dinners at my place cos my maid was a very good cook and food was always too much for me to consume alone. my parents? ha ha, probably i only have dinner with them once a month if they were not busy.

i have very little time with my parents but they showered me with lots of money and materially speaking, i am better than many working executive. i drive a BMW, have credit cards with no limits and pocket money of 5 -10 K a month to spend though i usually dont spend much.

anyway, today i will talk on the lost of my mighty virginity only. relationship with my parents will be done some other day.

before i had my first taste of sex with Mary, i was an expert (theoretically speaking) cos supplies of magazines, vcd on sex were never an issue in my school day.

i remembered it was a hot and humid sunny afternoon after school and we were swimming in our pool. Mary is a slim girl about 1.60 m and having a pair of 32C boobs, not big but not bad for a slim girl. anyway, i wasnt really into figure at that age. nothing was planned for the lost of my virginity but during our fun time in the pool, we began to have body contacts which got both of us heated up in no time. we started to kiss lightly and slowly i realised that Mary had open her mouth and she wriggled her tongue into my mouth. the first impact on me was very great as i had never tongue anyone before in my whole life. our soft kissings than turned into forceful kissing and we started to have petting all over each other's body.

she was wearing a bikini and while i stroke her right breast i could actually feel her nipple harden and when i moved my palm downwards and gliding my finger to and fro, she moaned loudly. she also started to caress my dick which had already harden due to the heavy kissing and petting. omg she must be very experience in sex especially having a relation with that bully for more than a year.

both of us couldn't take it anymore and in silent agreement we walked up to my bedroom hand in hand. i took my shower in my parent's room while Mary had hers in my room.

when i walked into my bedroom after my shower, i found Mary sitting on my bed in her shorts and a sleeveless t-shirt. i was quite disappointed when i saw her in full gear but then i realised that she wasnt wearing her bra. i told myself, what the fuck, try it success rate is 50%, dont try it 0%.

i closed my bedroom door and walked towards my bed and sat beside her. when i started to kiss her neck, she moved her body a little away from me which made me stopped my actions. come on, i never will force a girl into having sex with me, i have my own integrity. but surprisingly, she started to kiss me back on my lips when she realised that i had stopped my action.

we started to kiss like there was no tomorrow and when i moved my hand from her neck down to her breast cupping it and caressing it softly, she started to stroke my dick again. i started to put my hand under her t-shirt when i felt her nipple harden against my warm hand. i gently pushed her backwards to lie on my bed and pulled her t-shirt out. that was the first time i saw a girl's breast right in front of me. i softly cupped my hands onto her breast and started to kiss her on her lips again. i slowly work my way down with kisses and when i was just an inch away from her harden nipple, i sticked out my tongue and lapped round her nipple avoiding contact to it. 1 round 2 round 3 round and Mary couldn't stand it anymore and she held on to my head and guided my mouth to her nipple.

until now, i still remember the feeling of sucking a harden nipple for the first time in my life. i sucked her right nipple softly, lapped it with my tongue and nibbled it softly with my teeth which made her moaned loudly. at the same, my left hand had been caressing her left breast and with my thumb and finger, i rolled her nipple gently and slowly increase my strength on the harden nipple.

i pulled out her shorts and she was left with a pair of white parties. as i kissed my way down from her harden nipples with my tongue while my hand kept gliding slowly but consistantly along her parties, i could sense that her body was getting warmer and warmer.

when i reached her crotch, i spread her thigh gently and saw that her white panties was already soak with her cunt juice. everytime my fingertip reached the tip where her clitoris is, she moaned uncontrollably. sensing that she enjoyed it, i concentrate my fingertip at her clitoris and made circular motion from gentle to vigorous strength. the wetness of her panties became more and more obvious and by then my dick was already feeling soar in my shorts in full length.

i pulled down her soak panties and her beautiful cunt was within inches from my face for the first time in my life. a smell which i had never come across filled my nostrils completely and i stick out my tongue and began to stroke along her pussy lips back and fro, back and fro and finally kept lashing at her swollen clitoris. Mary hands were grabbing onto my hair while i performed cunnilingus on her and in less than 1 minute, she reached orgasm and her pussy juice flowed like the opening of the dam.

i stopped all my action and waited for her to regain herself and told her its her turn to service me. i sat on the edge of my bed while she knelt between my open thigh and took in full length of my dick into her mouth and performed the first blow job on me. after 5 minutes of enjoyment of blowjob, i pulled her up from her kneeling position and let her lay down on the bed. she spread her legs and after positioning properly, i thrust forward and she let out a scream upon my entry. "pain...slowly..." Mary cried.

i thought because it was too dry but no leh, her pussy was flooded with juice but since it was painful, i stopped moving but my manhood was already halfway inside her pussy. after a while she told me to move slowly. i then continued my movement very slowly and after 2 minutes of slow motion, i increased my speed to test her reaction and found that the speed was ok to her. we continued to kiss and after a few hundreds of thrusting, she began to move her head left and right and started to claw on my back and at the point when i knew i was going to cum, i pulled out my dick and ejaculated on her tummy....

that was how i lost my virginity but KNNBCCB i discovered later that there was blood stain on my bedsheet. Mary also a virgin!!!!!!!!!!!!! a shock to me cos i never expect that fucker bully did not have sex with Mary.

for that i salute him.

or maybe i was wrong, he didnt do it bcos he was impotent???

remembered the fuck-up bully ruby player whom i whacked him upside down, inside out? ever since that day, he always "siam" me whenever we crossed path and everytime when i was around him, he seemed to be a better person, in fact he changed to a more tone-down person and bullied less people.

overnight, i became the hero of the school.

3 months after i whacked that bully, there was one morning when i reached school early and upon entering the classroom, saw that bully having an argument with Mary, they had been an item since jc 1 and the year i whacked him was during our jc 2 year.

Mary was telling that bully that she was calling it quit with him and that bully questioned her and demanded to know who the other boy she was seeing behind his back. he even threatened to teach that boy a lesson.

when i walked into the classroom, that bully was quite stun to see me and Mary immediately walked towards me and held my hand and told him that she had been seeing me for the past 6 months.

that bully's face turned pale at first and then blood rushed up to his face and turned red and i could see that his was really mad but due to the lesson he got from me earlier, he just couldn't bring himself to head-crash with me again.

he just pointed his finger at us and said, "well well, since you like to wear my old shoes, go ahead, anyway i had my good times with her. i must admit she is a good chick and hope you enjoy her as much as i do."

kaoz! how can a man behave like him? so fucking low class. i always believe that a man must not bad-mouth his ex, no fucking standard and real shameful to man.

i took a step towards that fucker and to my surprise, he scrammed out of the class immediately.

before i could even move further, Mary pulled on my hand and told me to just let him go.

"thanks and sorry to use you to help me to get rid of him. hope you didn't mind me saying that we were seeing each other."

i told her i didnt mind.

life in jc continued calmly but since that day Mary started to be closer to me and ultimately, she became my gf.

during my "Rotten Insect" secondary school days, girls have never been an issue to me cos to me girls or sex wasn't important at all.

that was how i found my 1st gf, or should i say that was how my 1st gf found me.